Saturday, August 20, 2011

In which old habits Bruce Willis

First things first, I'm not a Manic Pixie Dream Girl. At least, I don't think so. I could be I guess, I used to have the weird and quirky thing down. But really I just liked the title. And the cool thing about blogs is that you can name them whatever you want.

If you haven't read my other blog, I'm AJ. Hi. You don't really need to read that if you don't want to. All you really need to know is that I had a sort of traumatic run in with a monster and I'm better now. Well, sort of better now.

My cancer is resisting treatment pretty well. And sometimes I feel... hollow. Like I'm not really in my head anymore. He stole my identity from me. And I still have nightmares. As much as I'm trying to move on, it's hard.

And the need to blog has been nagging at me. I am a writer. Writing's what I do. But my creativity has sort of left me. I don't have enough anything to think up stories. So once again, it's down to writing about stuff in my life. Part of me feels like by making this, some giant doom is about to fall on me. Maybe it will. I do have awful luck with that.

But I need to do something. So blogging it is. And people online are really really nice. So it's nice to be hanging out with them again.

I'll post later about what's going on in my life. Really, this was just to say hi.

1 comment:

  1. "Nick" isn't around to say it, but I think if he was, he would say that he's glad you are doing well.